And so it begins... (or where is my Advil?)

  One thing never tends to change about change... at least in my life. It can be overwhelming! And for me, it's coming all at once. Part of that new chapter, of moving on. Finding a new place to call home was the easy part. The option had already been posed before I had even written my last blog post, and it was what had finally spurred me on to looking seriously at moving. With that comes the job search, the eventually packing and moving, unforeseen changes to some logistics, and then reworking the changes to fit into the whole moving on thing...
  My head hurts just typing that, much less the hours I have spent actually thinking about it this week. My brain is so full that I have forgotten that I am doing laundry today... twice now. Actually, I should quickly go change over loads before I forget again. (The upside of a blog, no elevator music while I'm gone!)
  As you can tell, I'm dealing with a myriad of questions, and all of my answers seem to be "Wait". At one point today, when my internet and/or computer decided it hated me while I was trying to start my online applications, and I started possibly freaking out (just a bit), God literally told me to take a chill pill. I'm pretty sure it was Him. It was the voice that made the most sense anyway. After all, if God has that job for me, it's not going to matter when I get my application in... my spirit totally gets that... it's my head I continually have problems with.
  At the same time I'm dealing with the questions, I also have a running list of things I want to do. I get to decorate again. That means reclaiming some of my old stuff and making it feel new again. (I'm a poor girl. One word people: Budget.) Christmas shopping. Never mind that I started in October. There is still lots to buy! (Again, I say: Budget.) And I would love to write, to work on plot lines, but this never ending writers block, and my full brain, seem to be telling me that, that too must wait. Gee, think you're trying to get a point across Lord? My own fault for not getting it thus far I guess.
   I guess this is supposed to be my week of taking a deep breath? Part of me is so glad it's only the beginning of September... the rest of me is wondering how bad a headache can get between now and November 30th? :P
  Say a quick prayer for me. I'll need them. And I'll keep you updated... on the fun stuff as well as the not so fun. I'm looking forward to some DIY projects in my future. :D And collapsing on my re-purposed couch in my new home once the move is complete. Welcome to page one of the new chapter my friends.