Early Resolutions

  Well, Christmas is over, and while I still have some people left to see and some presents to give out, things are slowly getting back to what I consider normal in my overly interesting family.  I've basically become a hermit again, only now I get to enjoy my loner tendencies on my comfy couch with my cozy fire going.  I watched the last two seasons of Boy Meets World in like three or four days, and laughed my butt off at one of my all time favourite shows (even if, looking back, it wasn't written with the type of flow I prefer).
  But now, with the threat of BMW distracting me now gone, I can get back to my re-write!  That's right, no more slacking, putting stuff off, treating writing like a hobby.  Starting tomorrow (between work and those last few visits) I'm going to do my best to eat, sleep and breathe Cass's story... I would start tonight but I'm currently just trying to stay awake long enough to finish laundry, which probably isn't the best place to be in my head concentration wise.  So tomorrow.
  I'll admit, this re-write is still very intimidating, but at least I'm sure that the final product is going to be so much better than what I already have, that I'm starting to feel up to the task.  I've only finished the first two pages of the re-write, and it's already starting to feel more polished, giving Cass a stronger and more clear voice.  I'm glad she has a real issue that she's dealing with that's holding her back now, and not just the insecurities women tend to have when navigating the whole dating scene.  Oh, that's not to say she still doesn't have plenty of those, she just has something a little more dramatic behind them.
  I honestly don't know why I'm telling you this.  Maybe it's because I felt the need to write more than half a page of my re-write tonight... but please feel free to keep me in your prayers for the next couple of weeks please.  I really mean it this time.  I'm going at this full force.  No really, I am.  I'll blow you away with my dedication and determination.  And it will say ADAM WEST!  You'll see... haha sorry, I've been around my brother way too long I think.
  Well my first load of laundry is ready to be switched over, so I guess that means that I should get on that, and read until laundry is finished... If I don't pass out first that is.  Please feel free to join me, not in doing laundry, or reading, but in making the most of the end of this year, and the beginning of the next.  Set goals, make resolutions, and stick to them.  Feel free to let me know what they are and I will do my best to keep you accountable and give you support.  (Could you do that for me too?  It'd be a big help)  Seriously though, leave a comment, and let me know what you're up to, or what you need!  If you care enough about me and my crazy thoughts to read all this rambling, you have to know that I care about you just as much, if not more!
<3 Kayla